Huh. The part about introspection is like, the opposite of my own childhood—I did the other failure mode where I was waaaaay too in the introspective meta and didn't do much.
wow yeah, I've been moving more in this direction. I do think about similar things sometimes as you seem to have been, but maybe not to the same extreme.
I would strongly prefer to just continue to be around and experience things, I feel like being remembered is kind of just cope for this, though I still have some feelings in the latter way too.
Huh. The part about introspection is like, the opposite of my own childhood—I did the other failure mode where I was waaaaay too in the introspective meta and didn't do much.
croissanthology.com/archiving
https://croissanthology.substack.com/p/soon-multiple-children-will-acausally
wow yeah, I've been moving more in this direction. I do think about similar things sometimes as you seem to have been, but maybe not to the same extreme.
I would strongly prefer to just continue to be around and experience things, I feel like being remembered is kind of just cope for this, though I still have some feelings in the latter way too.
Super, I loved this. There's something sort of oppressive about having your time clocked so precisely. A
Dang this really hits home to me. May I ask how old you were when you did this?
15yo
Clearly the main thing to change is playing a better game than Clash of Clans... XD